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Introduction by Steve Barilotti | Words and Captions by John Bilderback
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The mid-’90s were fat times for dead-tree surf media. Following a dark blip of recession triggered by Bush War I, the surfwear industry rebounded on a wave of women’s surf fashion, a serial US world champion in Kelly Slater, a Dream Tour, and a mainstream fascination with tow-in surfing at giant outer-reef waves. Bleed-through ad sales from fast-growing skateboarding and snowboarding markets fattened buyouts and travel budgets, and three preeminent American surf magazines were given marquee newsstand display at airports and supermarkets.
By 1995, I’d found my feet as Surfer’s editor at large and had cobbled together enough paid travel assignments to maintain an international couch-surfing lifestyle that more or less fulfilled my Naughton-Peterson adventure fantasies. Each year during the midwinter Triple Crown season, Surfer would rent a spacious whitewater villa a short trudge up the beach from Pipeline. The mag staff and selected contributors would pack in, frat style, to produce a North Shore issue. The digs also provided the photogs a clubhouse where they could crash, store their gear, and resupply as needed. Each season saw wanton surf-image harvesting for the year—a forest of tripods perched on the berm overlooking Pipe or Rocky Point, resembling Yakama tribesmen lining the banks of the Columbia during the salmon runs.
Andy Irons, Waimea Bay, 2001 I don’t really remember this day or much about this moment. It sure looks like I’m about to get cleaned up, though. Maybe that’s why I don’t remember it.
Leonard Drago, Dane Kealoha, Buttons, Eddie Rothman, North Shore, 1995 We were shooting some photos for a Da Hui ad. I thought the caption for it should’ve been “Who Loves Ya?” but Eddie didn’t go for that.
Psychedelic Desert Groove crew, Western Australia, 1996. This was the heyday of surf media, when companies had a lot of money to throw around and make movies like Psychedelic Desert Groove. We showed up to Gnaraloo and the place was just decked out. They had all these catering tents set up, with a refrigerated semi-truck to keep the beer and food cold. It was a huge production. Jack [McCoy]’s idea was to make music for the movie while we were camping and waiting for the surf. We had a bunch of mics and instruments and a 16-channel mixing board. You gotta give it to Jack for bringing all those people together in such a logistically challenging place, to do it so well, and then turn out a great movie.
Each day, after the sun dipped below Kaena Point, the canisters of Fujichrome were Sharpie-logged and tossed in a bag, cameras wiped off and cased, and it was time to make reservations for Haleiwa Joe’s or Lei Lei’s—if you were an alpha-pack carnivore like Art Brewer, Jeff Divine, or Tom Servais. The edit grunts like me usually tossed some leftover poké in with Top Ramen and kept writing up our log notes on first-gen PowerBooks.
Come midnight, the shooters would return and, in the blue flickering light of MTV, the discount Foodland red and daily gossip would flow. Better yet, the North Shore lore would come creeping out like night-stalking octopi: early days North Shore as surfing’s Deadwood, complete with all manner of showdowns, drug deals, beatdowns, bitch-slaps, epic rides, deadly wipeouts, strip-club debutantes, Honolulu underworld haunts, lots of felonious mischief, and the occasional body dumped in the cane fields.
Richard Schmidt, Sunset Beach, 1996. This was one of the craziest floater attempts I’ve ever seen. Everybody wants to know if he made it. Well, he made a real valiant effort.
Michael and Mason Ho, North Shore, circa 1990. Father and son, outside their house near Sunset Point. I lived on the same street right there for more than 30 years, between Michael, the Rothmans, and Duncan Campbell.
Coco Ho, Sage Erickson, Velzyland, circa early 2000s. Velzyland was largely a field then. Today it’s a walledoff exclusive community of super-fancy homes. This is a look back onto the old North Shore, when it really was Country.
Outer Hawaiian Island, 1996. I won’t put a name on this island, because there are some things that are just better respected and left alone.
Love Hodel, Kai Mana Henry, Andy Irons, Western Australia, 2000. We were getting ready to leave, drive north, get on a plane, and end our whole Western Australia trip, so they all looked a little grumpish. They didn’t really want me to take their picture. They wanted me to get in the car and get on with it. But it’s strange: At the moment, when I took this, it was just a dumb little throwaway photo. Now, with Andy gone and the perspective of age, I look back and it’s cool to see those guys in their prime.
Unidentified, Waimea shorebreak, 1994. Those guys riding that shorebreak are really heavy. And crazy.
1973 Campbell bonzer, 2004. A beautiful board, shaped by Mike Eaton. Duncan Campbell brought it in, and I shot him and the board sitting on the floor. You can see everything on that bottom contour with the way it’s lit.
My biggest regret was not sneaking a tape recorder between the cushions.
Meanwhile, quietly seated at the counter would be John Bilderback, one of Surfer’s first-tier photo contributors, who would kibitz occasionally but mostly just listened. Lanky and rake thin, yet Bruce Lee tough from years of wrestling a water rig out to Sunset, “Bildy” cut a singular profile. A former apprentice to Aaron Chang, he was known for a bulldog work ethic and stunning water shots.
Darrick Doerner, 2001. Darrick, doubling for James Bond in Die Another Day. He’s got a full Hollywood wetsuit and fake gun. In the movie, they show a commando team led by Bond infiltrating North Korea by night, surfing 50-foot waves to the beach. It was actually Peahi and shot in daylight. Pretty crazy, but pretty amazing. I often think James Bond wishes he was as tough as Darrick Doerner, you know?
Luke Egan, Sunset Beach, 1994. It’s hard to surf Sunset backside. Luke was a good match. He had a lot of power, and never wiggled once in his whole life. It was always full rail to rail.
Peter Cole, Sunset Beach, 1992. I remember watching Peter in his late sixties sitting all the way out the back at Sunset. No leash, taking off on the bombs. If he fell, he just put his head down, swam in, got his board, and paddled back out with a big smile on his face. He was such a nice man. If anybody ever dropped in on him, I felt personally upset, like I needed to go talk to that guy and counsel him and send him in and say, “Dude, do you know who that was?”
Johnny-Boy Gomes, Oahu, 1994. When this wave came in, it was the heaviest and most intense moment I’d ever framed up. I was really nervous, because this was back in the manual-focus days and I was using a 135 mm lens, which was tricky, especially when the subject was really close to you. I wasn’t sure if I got the lens into focus. Back in the day, you had to wait a week to get your film from the lab. I went through six sleepless nights of asking myself, “Did I get it, did I get it, did I get it?” When I got the film back, the shot was just a hair out of focus. I was devastated. A few months later, Brian Bielmann convinced me to send it in to Surfer anyway and they ended up making a poster out of it.
After a decade of paying dues on the North Shore, he was accepted and courted by the local heavies: the Marvins and Eddies and Johnny-Boys. By then in his early thirties, Bilderback survived and thrived within the North Shore jungle year-round while we mainland blow-ins would pull up the drawbridge at night to keep our shiny rental cars from being plundered. He was friendly, but infused with a well-spoken, New Jersey wiseass commentary I found refreshing—and he gave us the insider’s lowdown about what was really happening on his patch. In the ultra-competitive ecosystem of surf photographers, I marked Bilderback as the next generation and heir apparent. We became friends and would check in each year come contest season.
Over nearly three decades since then, I’ve seen Bilderback (whose name translates as “picture stream” in German) evolve into a world-class lensman and an early adopter of digital photography, jet skis, cloudbreak exploration, and website marketing. He was one of the first surf photographers on the North Shore to learn, then shoot, kitesurfing—which led to even more postcard-destination travel and jaw-dropping images.
Myles Padaca, Western Australia, 2000. This was a Surfer cover. Myles is a super-smooth surfer, a nice guy, and my neighbor.
Colin Smith, the Box, Western Australia, 1991. Colin was one of the first Californians to ride the Box. I found out later that he used to ride a wave in San Diego that had a similar effect. He had this really cool technique where when the sets would come in, he was actually looking down at the reef more than at the wave. He knew there was a certain bit of reef that indicated where he needed to be to take off for the barrel. He wasn’t watching the wave move so much as staying in position over the bottom topography.
Waimea Bay, January 28, 1998. Everybody was saying this was the biggest swell since ’69. Jeff Neu and I emptied our bank accounts and chipped in for a helicopter. When we got to the airport, the pilot was giving us the preflight. As he walked over to me, he had this bag in his hand. He went to strap it around my waist and said, “Now, if we go down in the water, this is a life vest, okay?” I stopped him and said, “Dude, you can put me down on a highway, put me down in trees, put me down in a volcano, but if you put me down in the ocean today I’m going to swim around the wreck and drown you myself, because you have no idea what this swell looks like.”
I also learned of his life-altering adventure as the official photographer aboard the Hōkūle‘a’s three-year, 40,000-mile epic circumnavigation that was documented in the 2017 Patagonia book Mālama Honua: Hōkūle‘a— A Voyage of Hope. The sheer diversity of intimate portraits as well as action, ocean, and wildlife images he produced mark this as Bilderback’s masterwork.
In his recently published book, Water Shots: 20 Years, All Wet, Bilderback proves to be the rare exception among surf photographers: one who can bring home the visual goods as well as translate a lifetime of campfire tales into well-written, often ridiculously funny, accounts that toggle between adventure, big-wave heroics, and tragicomic blunders. To quote him totally out of context: “It was a mess…and I loved it.”
Aboard the Hikianalia, French Polynesia, 2016. Hikianalia is Hōkūle‘a’s sister canoe. I’m on deck in this photo, shooting the Hōkūle‘a, which can be seen in the distance. We were between a couple of islands in French Polynesia. I look pretty happy right here, which is a total lie because I was sick as a dog and barfing between shots.
Hōkūle‘a, Molokai, 2017. The final leg of her three-year worldwide voyage— the turn home into the stable after 40,000 miles. She’s on the back side of Molokai coming around toward Oahu from Maui. She was in a state of kapu, which meant she was off-limits to media and we couldn’t talk to the crew. The captain told us, “This time is for the crew so they have all the space they need to process and be in the moment and be present and maka ala [to be vigilant, watchful, aware, present].”
Jason Magers, Waimea Bay, January 28, 1998 After shooting from the helicopter, I was driving home from the airport and it was just mayhem on the North Shore. I came around the corner at Waimea and, of course, there were thousands of people lining the cliffs. Except there shouldn’t have been anything going on, because it was Condition Black. Then I looked, and there was a guy paddling in the middle of the bay. I literally slammed on my brakes, got out of my truck, grabbed my 300 mm lens, and started pressing the button as he stood up on his board and tried to dive off in front of this closeout set. That thing just straight-up ledged and threw out across the bay, and I thought, Oh, my God, I’m shooting somebody dying. It was really uncomfortable. Of course, I was blocking traffic and my heart was pounding, but then I saw him pop up. He’d survived! I pulled over and saw Jason paddle in, and the next shot I have is of him getting a ticket from a cop. He’s holding an 11-foot board with a 30-foot leash, and there’s this blue-uniformed cop writing him up. I can’t imagine what the official offense would be—maybe “being too gnarly.”
[Feature Image Caption: Tom Curren, Pipeline, 1990. The cool thing about Curren from a photographer’s point of view is that normally when you set up to shoot, you kind of have an idea of the specific moves that you’re looking for. Like at Pipe you always want to get the bottom turn, obviously, and at Rocky Point you’re always looking for off-the-tops. With Curren, the wild thing was his style was so continuous and fluid that a lot of the best shots of him were actually the transitions between moves. If you look at this photo, it’s a little bit late for the bottom turn. When he’s actually pinned it, it doesn’t look quite as cool as the way he’s leaning forward with both arms and in that Curren signature style. With Tom, it’s moments between the moments.]